so-called life

2011-05-26T00:02:00.000-07:00

It is easier to eliminate the angry than the feeling of despair .
The feeling of disappointed make me lose hope and feel discouraged .
I do hate it .

2011-05-25T23:32:00.001-07:00

Sometime,u have to be selfish for yourself ,
do not hurt yourself over others ,
because others may not cry for u ,
remember, u live your life .

Vampire Diaries

2011-05-25T23:19:00.000-07:00

Great drama .
Like it so much .
Going to continue with season 3 . : )

2011-05-25T22:55:00.001-07:00

2011-05-25T22:48:00.001-07:00

Please Go Away !

2011-05-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

Am i so hard to understand ?
Im trying not to blaming...
Im trying to accepting...
Im trying to be silent...
and,
I don't wish to get stupid excuses.
don't wish to have quarrel.

Tell me what to do ?
I do not want the bad feeling come over and over !

Don't Be So Serious !

2011-05-24T22:53:00.000-07:00

I got to admit ,sometime i have taking things too seriously .

And now i realized that not everything should take it so seriously .

It was tired of thinking when hoping a thing to become better, to be perfect,to go on my way .

When i took a thing too seriously,

it always let me disappointed, non stop complaining,get angry,

and at the end ,i would told myself that : "I know I shouldn't act that way, but I was very angry ."

I don't hope for it .

So, i tell myself : "Don't be so serious, let it goes naturally !"

For Him

2011-04-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

LOVE is Happy and Comfortable with someone.
Yea,it is true.
Boy,i'm feeling happy and comfortable with you.
When years past,
we were getting closer until more than friendship.
I know you and i understand you.
I hope you are the right one for me.
I know you are trying hard and proving your love,
I'm here to tell you that i really get it.
I'm not perfect,i cant be 10/10,but i can show you my love as much as i can.
I remember you told me "we are not perfect,but we can make this love to be perfect ."
Although your words not so special,but i was touching.
I will appreciate what i got,boy,as well as you. ♥

Patient

2011-02-27T20:11:00.000-08:00

I should be a person waiting patiently for
a change and see
what a different or a better feeling it actually is.
Expecting and taking too much are driving myself mad.
Instead,i should concentrate on what is important ,
what is worth for concerning about,
rather than concerning about unnecessary .

I remember this,
Don't worry too much about the future
and take one step at a time,
everything will fall into place if it is the right one. :)

Promise

2011-02-26T10:31:00.000-08:00

Nothing make people angrier than empty promises.
Don't make a promise if we cant make it .
Empty promises destroy trust .
It will feel disappointed and sad .
Action speaks louder than words anytime,
don't promise anyone anything, just do it .
Plus,
don't talk about forever,
because nothing last forever !
Don't expect someone always be good,kind,
there are time when they will be cool and thoughtless .
So,
Laugh it off,
Cheer it up,
Avoid bullshit .

Things will be great,if we are appreciate !

Imperfect

2011-02-22T09:45:00.000-08:00

I have always believe that being myself is important and worth than everything.
It's pointless if i change myself for someone else.
Why people always hide themselves and try to be someone else?
If you're always working to be someone you're not,you'll never be a happy person.
What to do is,learning to express ourself and being who we are.
We should look into some self-improvement.
If there is some way that can improve ourself,go for it !

'No one is Perfect,That is why pencils have erasers'
It is true !
The World is not perfect,
The people in this world are not perfect,
No one or nothing is quite perfect.
We have to look for and work to improving ourself.

Im learning to accept life as a process,a journey.
I got to learn and grow.
My life would be pretty dull if i say "I'm Perfect Now !"

* Never Ever *

2011-02-16T15:57:00.000-08:00

I can never turn back the pages of time .
I may wish to relive a happy moment or just say good bye .
The rule of life : Never to Regret and Never to Look Back !
But i didn't comply with it .
It's bad !
My answer should not be like that for you,i should have another answer.
But...
Pages of time never turn back !
I can never turn back, because the sands of time continue to fall .
I have to forget about it .
Yea,i have to !
I can't go back and start a new beginning,
but I can start today and make a new ending .

15/2/2010 : DELETING

* HCNY *

2011-02-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year !

Wish family and friends have a big fat year in this Rabbit year .

Be All The Best .

Be Healthy .

Be Prosperity .

HUAT arr !!

3rd Week

2011-01-19T01:55:00.000-08:00

I'm back to Kampar in the third week of January.
Even i do not want to come back Kampar,
but i have to come back and get ready for my new semester.
This is my last semester in Year 1 of Degree.
My result of last semester is not very satisfactory,
my CGPA is dropped.
I'm worried about the upcoming Year 2.
i don't wish my CGPA will keep dropping.
I know i must work harder for it.
I should be more serious on my study.
Less outing,less movies and so.

I found that my life in Kampar seems nothing special.
Each day had a very ordinary day,and i feel boring of it.
Even in the new semester,even i have told myself to work more hard,
but i still the same,like nothing has changed on me.
I want something different in my life at here.
I do enjoy my study life.
But,i hope there is something that have more improvement on me.

I need to do something to improve myself。
I must begin to plan for my future.
I need to change the way of my study.

Korean Stars

2011-01-13T11:32:00.000-08:00

taa daa...
when enjoying my semester break,
i have fall in love with Korean stars.
i have fascinated to few groups,they are CN BLue,SS501 and DBSK.
although have noticed them before,but i wish to know more of them.
so,i started looking information about them and searching anything that related to them.
as well as download a lot of their songs and videos.
especially SS501 and DBSK,they looked so good in dance.
if someone ask me whom i like the most from these groups,
i would say i do pay more attention and watch on
Kim Hyun Joong from SS501 and Jung Yong Hwa from CN Blue.
they are attracting and striking.
OMG!
i cant believe i had addicted to these stars.
i never though i would be so obsessed with them.
LOL!

but,i not only like their appearance and their actions, i like and enjoy their songs as well.

You ♥

2010-07-04T10:11:00.001-07:00

i need You..

to be my side in my hour of need,

to wipe my tears off my face,

to hold my hand and chase away my fears,

to hug me and warmth me when im in cold,

to accompany me when im in alone,

to let me lay on your shoulder when im tired,

to share my happiness,

to listen my sadness...

where are 'You' ,my Mr.Right will come in to my life?

im wishing,hoping,waiting for 'You' ♥...